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jess  

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  • Female/United States
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  • Deviant since Oct 11, 2006, 1:02 PM
  • 24 Deviations
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Before and After Relationships

   I ran into my past again,  a yesterday to see.   
I ran into my memories,  before I had known the real me.   
Before you were my best friend,  I didnt have to act like things didnt matter and I didnt have to try.   
Before you chanced your loving heart,  I hadn't learned how it felt to cry.   
Before I learned you loved me,  and I knew that I had always loved you, too.   
Before my heart was terribly broken,  which I never thought you could do.   
Before I learned that I could not live,  without you here for me.   
Before I tr

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emoish again002
in Self-Portraits on 4/14/08
emoish again001
in Self-Portraits on 4/14/08
my heart is black in blueMy heart is all black and blue  
from all the abuse it has been through.  
More and more abuse, more and more shame,  all because my LOVE for YOU isnt a game...i'm tired of all your lies  and all the shit you say. my heart is black in blue
in Open on 1/21/08
hide my crying eyes
in deviantID on 1/14/08
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ConfusionRacing thoughts,  my mind's unclear.  Something lurks,  beneath my fear.  So many questions,  twisted lies.  Whispered screaming,  silenced cries.  Haunted dreams,  cause sleepless nights.  Living nightmares,  in shadowed light.  Reaching out,  to love unseen.  Take me away,  hear my screams.  All this confusion,  crashing inside.  Years have been stolen,  tears left uncried.  Now slowly searching,  your lies for the truth.  Give me your reasons,  for stealing my youth.  Trapped in confusion,  fight my way through. &nbs Confusion
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Journal Entry: Sun Apr 20, 2008, 10:36 AM
  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: my fingers type the keys
  • Reading: what im typing (makin sure i dnt make a typo)
  • Watching: the words appear as i type them
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
im deleting my account on here... im sowwie ya'll but i cant handle so much drama!

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Devious Information

  • Current Age: 17
  • Favourite artist: Van Gogh, Andy Warhol
  • Favourite cartoon character: Stewie
  • Personal Quote: A bi person reaches down the front of some1's pants & is satisfied w/wh@ever they find!

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~cpcloud:iconcpcloud: Mar 17, 2008, 4:55:28 PM
thanks for the :+fav: :D :hug:

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hmm... why does it seem that skittles should be illegal all of a sudden? XD
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